ENDING TO A New Life

So like any other person I give my ex a shot to return to our once happy relationship and not look at the past. Instead, I am conned into believing he loves me while he runs off with my money and flower. My flower is what I use to heal myself from this Covid & GERD.

I meet the sweetest man who were in the same spot as me. He needed a car and I needed help getting on my feet again. We work together but I still feel the connection is of more. We both have a broken heart with a dream to succeed within ourselves. He is patient with my PTSD and I try not to be over-demanding of his time. I not sure much of his story but I can say I don't know how to be alone. I was always married or dreaming of being a WIFE. A queen to my king and we would always be happy. But to my surprise, that's not how it happens and I gain an annoying brother instead of a husband.

But people around me give up so easily on me that I started to feel what brings me here to this stupid world anyway if Every one hates me. I felt like I'm always in the way or I shouldn't talk but listen. I learn a lot of what I call unnecessary things because of my lazy husbands which have given me the career I have today.

I can say I do have one issue and that is my anger for my stupidity and only one person in my life told me to get over it and read. I love him until this day and will keep reading to learn how to improve myself for the children while growing our dream. It's sad that usually, it takes it to all be gone for us to finally see we need to grow up. Time is going and the children are getting bigger every day. I miss them.... This is my end to my new LIFE as a Dad selling insurance all around TEXAS.