tomorrows plans

i was asked by my grandmother to get dye of light brown which i was able to find Light Golden brown to see if she likes this color which i hope she does. because it encourage me to buy a bleach London Total Bleach for my BASE then Clairol Rose Quartz rose Blonde it up crystal glow toner which has become the color i plan to color her nails as well when mine will be BLACK.

so i love how i must take this moment on how exciting for my grandmother to ask me for help and we will watch as we become who we hope to be again.

my grandmother is a little child now. im guessing when she was a little child before she started to dye her white hair blonde. she was a little white skined light brown hair….

i remember mine me how in my childrenhood i had greenish eyes & redish brown hair… but in the sun light i felted i look whiter as in a shine coming off so i never felt i belonged. i even at many times have i myself run away from my children because i cant handle life and every must believe my life now would give more to my children then me trying to stay alive how i forget their will be grandchildren as my grandmother was for me

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