The Queen's Daily prayer

Every morning I wake up at 8 am after falling asleep at 8 pm...

I do this to give myself a wonderful beauty sleep trying to recover in the year of covid. It's year 4 of this stupid allergy trip and I see the aftermath hitting people around me more with a PTSD breakout. Everything is different now with an open eye in this mad life while I still repeat to ignorant people why it seems I'm crying wolf. However, to get past the evil thoughts of those kids I have found this to help me and maybe it will help someone else to not lose HOPE.

Every morning:

I drink coffee and have toast with my morning meds which are

*Citalopram

*Nasal Spray

*Flovent inhaler

Also, check my levels as well with an oxygen monitor

I always check the left and right sides since my MS has a way of turning off one side of my brain or something on the other. When my MS tries to take over both sides is when I start to act like the world is against me so I pray every day.... well I try to remember.

Morning Prayer

Three-card Spread:

1: The Past--------- The Tower

2: The Present----- The World

3: The Future------- Death

(I always only really look at the 3rd because it's my outcome)

13: Death- like the vacuum, this card makes a lot of foreboding noise but doesn't actually portend doom.

upright: The Death card brings change, a cleansing of unhealthy attachments, and surrender. let the vacuum vacuum. HIde if you must. Transformation can be scary, but it's better to clean your problems up than brush them under the rug.

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I don't feel good every day and this reading isn't shocking at all cuz death is always near me & I know the people around me are not very helpful but my thoughts on the card is why run away but not help grow with the evil around us to become ONE for the children's peace.

I do this every hour I feel sad to show myself I am not dead yet so why not keep going for myself?